farm.
A tree.
A horse.
The cold months day 19..
these images swirl together often but today well today i saw a little girl.Looking at me like i had some connection to her.My past is my future so how am i to go on in this cold world when my only joy is causing misery and torture to the living.hmm if she was my daughter or sister then could i strip her of her flesh and life also?I feel nothing,i care for nothing.
Day 21..
i killed a farmer and his wife today.I ate their newborn child over their corpse's.
i feel somthing,Hunger.Is it for food or is it for war,i know not.i will stay here with them they are like me now,perfect no flaws.
Day 26...
i saw a group of forsaken from a distance marching off to war.They had horses, i want a horse.killed a traveling merchant he had books,i like books. i found a sword and shield now to give a gift to give to all living, the perfection of death an absolute ending to the livings flaws.
Day 27...
returned to tirisfall today.stopped at balnir farmstead i feel drawn to this place.i dug up the masters and hung them from a tree.I dont know why but it felt right.i have a feeling i have been here Im going to brill and get a steed i am tired of walking.
Day 29th..
started the day off by riding my steed south past the high command,i waved as i past the lady.this day was devoted to my trade.i am dealing death and i'm giving it away for free.
Day40....
i awoke this morning!i don't know how but i have started to sleep before i would close my eyes but still thats as far as i could get.i dreamt or remembered that farm and girl except i was leaving from it but when i looked back i saw fire and blood soaked ground..
Day 43...
I have been back at work with my studies as i now call them my thought process has doubled and i now can begin to feel my potential.i believe i am going to go to Undercity finally to see what goes on in those depths.
Day 44...
i have completed my journey to Undercity i found an apothecarium but these Forsaken seem a little "off" to me.i however found the war quarter i have been honing my skills with this sword and shield i picked up from that day.
Day 46..
2 days have passed and my skills in battle might prove useful to the forsaken or so i have been told i have suspended my studies until i learn how to protect myself more i have heard tales of great beasts and armies of humans.
Day 47...
i have had my fill of this place,i need live targets to try my skills on i have heard of a place arathi i have never been that far seems a good place to go see.
Day 48..
not much to mention just that i am still in travels i think i might name my horse.
Day 50...
i am here at some sort of wall i have camped away from it. i see a camp of forsaken but i have seen a few alliance humans sulking around the outside of it just out of their sight,But not mine..
dispatched those 2 and now am warmly greeted by the camp as i close my eyes for the night i have to wonder how these forsaken take this damn light that beats down on them through the day.
Day 52..
haven't been able to record events for the past couple days have been aiding in repelling attacks on hammerfall alliance forces have been pounding the walls non stop even if i wanted to leave i cannot i met a forsaken it spoke of an army of undead that.